February 2011
why can't i talk on the phone with adults?
i get nervous and stressed and anxious and my stomach is in knots and ergggggg.
never going to get an internship never going to a real job never ever ever
January 2011
february is a new month
and during it i am going to:
actually stick to a diet 1200 cal/day gym errday tenpounds tenpounds, that’s all :)
get my work done on time&go to all my classes every day
try new things—gymnatics club? job? internship?
&maybe, hopefully, i’ll figure everything out <3
college scares me, because it seems that everyone...
W3ST CH3ST3R 2N!T3 :D
day 2: 2 songs
song 1: the world spins madly on-the weepies all time number one favorite, will never get old
song 2: summer girl-leighton meester this is my newfound favorite, it just makes me smile every time i listen to it
4. what do you want to be when you gro up/who do...
when i grow up i want to be happy
& i will probably end up marrying no one, truthfully. i grew up not wanting to get married and naively changed my mind once i got into a serious relationship. but honestly i’m not a tolerant enough person to get married, i get bored&annoyed too easily.
as long as i look forward to every day, my life wil be fine
1200 cal/day, starting today
day#1: 2001 fail.
tomorrow will be better
mostly because i will venture to the gym :) &i will be with my friends, which will distract me and keep me busy
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